When someone leaves, it doesn’t always mean that it’s to harm you- that they don’t miss you.
Sometimes it means that their head is so crowded that they need to go.
They don’t think about you because they can’t
because it hurts more
It brings on a storm
that they can’t yet weather.

The rejection finally came, and it’s a relief. I just needed it so I could be free again.

This lesbian needs some advice from a neutral party. If you don’t mind a long narrative from a total stranger, I’d appreciate it

I was so sure we were friends, that you meant what you said.
That you really cared about me.
But that vacant stare today, I see I was wrong.
Maybe you went back to him and he doesn’t want you near me
Or you’ve glimpsed something in me that you no longer want
But I suppose, once again, I don’t have any control over that. All I’ve done is be here.. I suppose that’s all I can ever do.
I missed being your friend today.

I don’t like this adult attitude I’m developing. I think it’d be way more fun to act like I’m on reality tv and be given buckets of money for making poor life choices